Those days that he missed

He stared at the calendar and realized what he missed. He missed her graduation day. He missed Christmas and New Year's eve but somehow managed to assumed that he was missing nothing. He did not miss her birthday but he is now wondering why he wasn't around on her birthday, and tried to remember whether he gave her birthday present or not. He missed almost all important events. On the other side, she tried to understand why he missed those days. Why she felt like she was not important at all. Why she felt like he took her for granted.

To attach and detach love

She is experiencing probably the most painful heartbreak. She is still in love but has nothing left to say or do to keep such love. She really is in pain and she even cries unconsciously. She only needs time to heal the wound. She keeps telling herself not to be very devastated, but she cannot help it. It is her first heartbreak experience, but she is very thankful to learn something so important in her life: to attach and detach love, to love not with all her life, and to keep loving herself and her other love of her life.

Right now she is still very terrifying.

She is holding on her feelings, keeping her away from the euphoria. She is trying her best to stay cool. In fact, she really is head over heels. She wants to do and tell things, yet she keeps silent and acts nothing. But her heart, her one and only heart, is about to be exploded. She may lose her power to hold on. One day, she will scream at the top of her lungs, shout her heart out loud. She'll deafening people surround her with her extraordinary confession. But she's a major coward. Right now she is still very terrifying.

He hides something

He is unknown. He shuts his mouth close as close as he shuts his heart. Nobody knows his deepest thoughts and feelings. Nobody even knows his exact age. He got quite a temper, yet he always seems like a happy bubbly man. But how he sees his world surrounds him is very incomprehensible. He acts like he means it, but he talks so differently. He is surreal yet genuine at the same time.

Something is there. Something very personal, he hides it there. Something that never be revealed. Unless he opens his heart to someone with a great great heart.

New Blog Project: 100 Words to Describe

Some of you might already familiar with blog projects like, 365 blogs, 30 days of..., etc.. I did several projects on my previous blog. I succeeded one, and failed the other. I happened to visit a tumblr blog and she has this one tumblr account dedicated to her project called 100 Strangers in 100 Words.

I really like the idea. You know, sometimes you can tell someone's story since your first meeting with him/her. It's all written on his/her eyes and you feel like you want to tell a story.

I already sent her a message, asking for permission.

Now I'm doing her project my own way.

I call it, 100 Words to Describe.

I will describe anybody, randomly selected, in 100 words. He/she could be a total stranger, someone I barely know, someone I've known for years, or even someone from my imagination. My description will be based on my interaction with him/her, on his/her story, or on the look upon his/her face. And for everyone's sakes, I'll keep their identities anonymous.

And this ain't a project with limit. I'll do whenever I like. No limitation on post. Let's say I just made a new label called "100 Words to Describe".