Say I'm not qualified enough to whine about this, say I don't have enough experience to express what I think it should be. But well, I've learned from the best teachers of life about things such as integrity and professionalism. I also learned how to be a good person who is helpful and nice to surrounding people.
Well... it is a bit too much now. The favor I have offered is now being used improperly. I am dragged to the thing I frankly not supposed to deal with. In the name of favor, I am now trapped.
Someone had foreseen this and he already brought this up to me and well, I wasn't worried at all that day. But here I am... regretful and very tired of this. It ain't fun no more. It doesn't even give me the euphoria of idea-digging!
What a blunder.
I now realize that it wasn't about the quantity, it's all about the quality and I failed to manage and explore it! You may see how messed up I am right now by reading this not-so-well-written post.
Though the words of wisdom given by him has already made up my mind, I still am not very sure enough with my self.
So, starting tomorrow, I will stand on my own line and be still.
To integrity and beyond!
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